Ramblings on Sunday evening
Bachelor party came, bachelor party went.
I'm having my civil service on 4th of July, how very American ^^
I'm having my religious ceremony on 18th of July, on St Frederic's day, what a coincidence, huh? One day after Saint Charlotte's day as well :p

I saw the ex roommate again this Sunday and was stunned... it never struck me as much as now how skinny she was. It's quite frightning indeed! I started looking around me and saw a whole lot of skinny bitches and felt quite pleased with myself. Therefore, this week, for dance course, I took out some old skirt and top and will show my fat belly to the world. Damn, all these gorgeous Bollywood dancers are normally built, all these bellydancers are just yummy to bite in so why would I feel fat?! Huh?

Anywayz, the baby is growing, it is just so amazing to see a human being come to life, to see life being created. Every word, every fall and rise, every deduction, every cliché, it all comes to life in front of me, in front of us, her father and her mother. How miraculous is this?

Today I went to see a friend who just gave birth a couple of weeks ago. It's a real joy to see where I've come from! Scarlett is now so huge, so smart, compared to this tiny puppet of a baby that my friend has in her arms ^^
My! My! I'm a mom! I sometimes still cannot believe it!

Do you think I have changed? I feel so much the same sometimes, I can't grasp that little thing clinging to my skirt, looking at me like I'm some kind of goddess.

Tell me, how did this happen again?!